crazybalitong

life sux. every1 sux. but i'm trying to live my best life... no matter how gd or nasty am i. i'm still me.

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Saturday, January 29, 2005

going out nehhh

well,my dad's jz came home...alr 8.30pm he said 'let's go shopping'...
wat a gd daddy i hv~ haha
so late d, but it's gd to relax at tis time...since i've been KEK HEIing for days n days bcause of the visa-_-
wow, still can't reli believe tat today i woke up at 7am!!!

Ehhhh,,,can't continue d...jz wanna tell tat today is a very beautiful Saturday n i'm chatting with my honey ...
n, i'm going to change a prettie top n a pair of jeans, n go shopping d!!!
HWAHAHAHA~ tata~

hon, Muacksss! ^*^

american idol...

HAHAHA!!! i'm laughing non stop... gosh...
ooh, so happy cause received Uncle Foo's docs...hopefully can get COE by next week...
but dun feel like going back to Melb on 13 Feb, i wanna spend more time here wif my family..
hmm...hopefully i can get visa A.S.A.P... n then go on 17/19 Feb, n that's the best date...
hmm...my mum is going woh...but she's not sure yet.. she reli wanna go but she'll b very busy during tat time neh...
aiii, watever lah,,,wish tat i can settle these troubles by next week...
hate to do these...

Friday, January 28, 2005

SH*T

i didnt wanna b tis rude but i'm now...very KEK HEI arh!!!
wat da...STUDYLINK!!! didnt tell i nid tis n tat but now...look!!!Monash also 1...so mah fan for what? i'm not going to b criminal lerh! H'ng!!!
spent whole day eating those sweet stuff-_-' what hav i done!!!??? n now working so hard to keep fit.... damn...
so stressful....arh... Weary Weary Heart arh.... what am i going to do???aiii...
oh..Brian also hasnt got his COE erh.... how come lah.... Monash staff doing what jek!?
i'm so so so sien with those COE stuff d... how come they nid so many documents? jz because i'm still under 18 n i didnt wanna pay for the caregiver?!
aii...what a world...
fed up~~~

Thursday, January 27, 2005

aching~

arh~jz went to LOO once... stomachache!!! dunno wat i've eaten...mayb the pork kua??? erhhh...
downloaded Brandy's song but... wat da... it needs LICENSE!!! -__- watever... oh ya hor... license... haha.. i've passed my car test!!! YAY!!! can't belive it!!! LOL...
i was so nervous... saw few frens there...scared of SIA SUI-ING~ but luckily God bless me... ^_^ everything was fine!!! but.. the tester...dunno do wat eh... i did check the mirror but he said i didnt do that... but watever.. i've got 17/20... haha.... passed enuff~~~
but so shit...dunno y my leg still pain... now i'm like a cacat ppl -_-'...
yer...stewpit daddy... blamed so much for wat?! he bought 3 goldfish yesterday, for almost RM 1 K... aii... spent so much for them.. worthless!!! n he forgot to put them into the aquarium..they all died tis morning n no one noticed about it... n he got angry woh... CHEH!!! i rather spend fewer to get those cheap fish... PUI... tht goldfish...are so UGLY!!! H'ng!!!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

scare scare~

afraid tat Winson would call me to attend driving lesson as the last practise for tmr's test,woke up earlier than normal... ^_^ but then what hav i done? --->wasted time doing nth...haha
went to Cosway to get a thing that i wanted to get since last week...haha... n i've got it now, gotta use it later b4 goin to bed... well, dun think my mood is gd today...
mum taught me the way to do MUA CHI..it's reli nice to eat but hard to make..damn... used lots of body fuel jz to make it sticky... the ingredients are easy to b found, a glass of water, a glass of "pulut" powder, a spoon of sugar n a spoon of oil...
found some old scl magz, saw ah song n ah ru n all those frens... kinda miss those days we'd been together, crazying about everything... ^_^ it's reli sweet... i had great time spending with them... but well, if there's sweetie, there must b sth sour n grief... suddenly everything recalled in my brain.. it made me feel like dun wanna think about anything now... so i decided to go sleep earlier today... hoping tat i wont think too much, need a gd mood for tmr...
i'm now feeling so nervous, dunno bcause of what...the test? hmm... mayb? or... my visa stuck?
oh damn!!! forgot about it pula...... tmr's Australian Day arh!!! how are they going to get me the COE?! i'm reli in shit now! -_-'
God!!! God!!! i'm sorry din reli pray!!! ARH~
well, dun wanna think too much now......
listening to old songs, making me recall more n more sad things!!! -_-

stop now~

~fainting...

today had car driving lesson,forgot everything...haha, n got scolded.. :P but it's very funny...haha
well,got soon eu's sms when i was driving...he said he cant believe how can a girl like me waiting for 1 hour at the bus station...aiiii...
well,today what so happy huh? went to top up my hp credit ...ahahaha...RM 30 only,can last for 2 weeks kua? went to look for lanterns neh,for CNY mia... going around in Pusat Bandar, reli wanna faint... arhhh...
when online in noon met weiwen oh...purposely went to eat TU BAK HUN yesterday morning jz to see him...haha..long time din c him d,,,he got beards oh~very cute...haha but he became sot sot d... forced me to put my 10 years old picture as the display pic in MSN...n got 3 songs from him...quite nice ler...
today dunno why headache again...mayb yesterday slept at 11pm, too early for me...aii...
my life becomes abnormal, sleep at 4/5am n then wake up at 11am/12pm... everyday get scolded... but it's gd enuff tat i help in doing houseworks...haha :x
well,jz now...slept at 5.30p til 9.30pm... headache~~~
but then found some Karaoke Cds..ahahaha....n sang for 2 hours....n some CNY songs too... damn funny!!!
strange,feel like i'm very fat,n some of my frens do think that. but there are also ppl who say i'm ok,not too fat not too thin...
well,who should i listen to?hahaha...my weight is now 54 kg eh!!! incredible... i was only 48 kg before go to Aus... damn... now i realized i ate too much there..haha
keep keep keep!!! dun wanna b thin, but slim!haha...wat a dream~
so sien d, tmr afraid tat Winson call me to attend the last lesson of car driving... then if i can't wake up that time i lih die...sure fail on wednesday...
oh ya....afraid to ask for permission to get to KL neh....aiii..what shud i do???

ZzzZzzz....

Monday, January 24, 2005

watching channel 8

hwhahaa,chatting wif stewpit HL...i think we r da most crazi net fren in da world...ok,dun wanna talk bout him, leave for next time.
well,i'm so sleepy d.tmr gonna hv da last practise of driving n then i gotta hv a test on wednesday... hopefully i can pass it. gotta remember all da tricks tmr..LOL...but i think i'll b fine...
Tuesday Thaippusam day lerh...they are all having holiday neh,,,wat am i going to do???
aiii,miss my hon so much ler... : x... told myself not to miss him eh,,,hahaha...chat wif him jz now in MSN. hoping tat he's not tat stress...shocked tat day when chatting with him,i could feel his tension but i couldn't help. i reli wanna help,n i'm willing to b his listener. wana tell him bout my feelings,but dun wan put pressure on him. well, i asked God to let him stay for me neh...am i selfish? : x...
yo,ate a lot today...shit...only 17 more days for me to lose 5 more kg...dun think i can do tat... but i hv to believe tat i can... put a spell on me-- i can do it! i can do it! i can do it!!!---hahahaha

Sunday, January 23, 2005

it's a rainy day

yo...my left arm is so gatal...tis is da result i got from da 1st tatoo-washing off treatment...n now, my mum who asked me 2 wash off the tatoo,asked me last night:"do u wanna keep tis tatoo?" damn...
i was so exciting cause went out shopping with da gal i knew from the china trip--Angie...a very cute,dare n pretty gal.. she wanted to buy some new clothes for CNY. i promised her to accompany her to buy...so i went by bus514 n we met in Pacific Hypermarket...
oh ya...pause for a while...Angie is the 1 who had commitment with me, we decided to lose weight since we came back from China...cause both of us were putting on weight during the trip. that's how i get closer to her...LOL...ok, let's continue with the story today...
it's been a long time i havent reli got to watch horror movie bt i did today,jz to hv fun with her. we watched The Doll Master... -_-' after shopping she 'hopped' into her dad's car n went home,left me alone walking to the bus stop to get to bus station. when i reached the bus station it was alr 8pm. i forgot tat there wouldnt b any 514 bus after 7++pm... so i had to take 513 n... i had to wait until the departure time---> 8.40pm!!!
i was thinking:"oh no...i gonna get scolded by mum liao...when reach home also 10pm liao..."
when i was waiting there,it was so scary, seemed like every ppl beside me were bad ppl... so i took out the hot pepper spray...haha...
it was so boring...so i sms ah ru,telling him tat i got nth to do cause stuck there...i was hoping a reply from him...
but when the bus arrived,i got onto the bus n waited it to depart. n at da moment,i received a sms. i tot it was from ah ru...but dissappointed me...LOL anyway,it's from soon eu...couldnt believe he still remembered tat i told him i wanted to go Butterworth. he said he could fetch me home... wat a gentleman...^_^ reli thank him a lot...cause he FLEW all da way to get there... n on the way home we talked a lot...cause he couldnt drive fast(raining heavily) found tat he's a gd guy lah..wondering y xxxxxxxxxxxx....(i should not tell)
arhhh...i'll b da worship leader tmr...still nid to type out chinese lyrics for the songs....
stopp here!!!

Friday, January 21, 2005

wat a year

dunno y i sign in tis blogger @ tis moment.
it's very hot out there.
i had an online diary last yr,which is few months ago. it was introduced by Steven(Godstick) my HK budd.
but, u noe, i'm a lazy person. it only lasted for few days n i stopped writing there.
i'm writing here again, jz bcuz it's a new yr, 2005.
i wish tat i can b a hardworking gal tis yr.
wat to do? so i take tis, to make myself resposible to tis site.
oh ya, my Eng sux. so, dun expect i'll hv gd Eng here.

a new year, a new life, wif a brand new heart...
all the best for myself...mwahaha!
 
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